Holy $#{%

...was my reaction when I got the mail this morning, before I went to work.

Remember that television show I mentioned a while back? The one called のど自慢, the amateur singing show?

And the fact that I sent in my postcard, to try to get on this show? And how I thought that I might have sent it too late?

Well...

It wasn't sent too late.

In about a month, I'll be one of about 200 people vying for 20 spots on this show, which will be broadcast live (!) the next day.

Ah...um...

What the hell am I thinking?!?